Thursday, November 28, 2013

Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving! I'm feeling very blessed and thankful today! First of all, I got my bill for my endoscopy. I was anticipating $700 since I haven't met my deductible this year. This is how much it was!!!! I don't know how but I'm so thrilled!
Carson went shopping with me this week and because I spoil him rotten, I got him this hat, which he loves! It's so cute on him too! He also has figured out how to look at the camera and say "cheese".
I'm very thankful for everything the Lord has blessed me with! I'm looking forward to spending a quiet Thanksgiving day with my family at home!

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Touching Story I Want to Remember

So I was reading up on the typhoon that hit the Phillipines and happened upon this article/story from Deseret News. It may seem weird that I'm putting it here, but I want to remember this story that touched my heart and reminded me that God is watching out for us even in disasters and trials!

"In the darkness of early morning, Amanda Smith moved away from the window to shield her face from the slashing rain. She had shut it just moments before to ward off the raging storm whipping through the palm trees outside. But now the wind had ripped it open, and the wooden shutters were slamming violently against the wall again and again. Sister Smith, an LDS missionary from elk Ridge, Utah, couldn't see anything outside, but she could smell the sea, which seemed to be getting closer and closer. They had to get out of here."
"She heard about the storm three days before, from a driver of a pedicab. It was typhoon season, and tropical storms were common in the Philippines. Still, the last storm warning had produced nothing byt blue skies. Some of the missionaries wondered if this time would be any different. There were nine missionaries from the Church of Jesus Crhist of Latter-day Saints with her in the house, a two-story structure made of cement blocks. They were young women from Utah and Alaska and the Philippines, all about her own age, 19. They had done what they could to prepare, hasitly assembling 72-hour kits, and had even bought candles and rope, just like their mission president had asked, even though no one in the house thought either would be necessary. Now, as water roared down the streets toward them, Sister Smith realized no perparations were too small. The worst storm in generations had just hit landfall."
"More than 300 miles to the north, in an apartment in the capital of Manila, Elder Ian S. Ardern sat watching CNN. A former mission president with salt and pepper hair and an easy smile, he couldn't help but feel a looming sense of dread about what was unfolding. On the screen, the typhoon churned, a monster on a path no one could stop. Winds would eventually reach 200 miles per hour. As first counselor in the Philippine Are Presidency, Elder Ardern worried directly about the 675,000 LDS Church members living in the Philippines, particulary the thousands living in the eye of the storm in and around a city of 235.000 called Tacloban, as well as the enitre population. A native of New Zealand, he had seen his fair share of typhoons, and knew firsthand their destructive power. He hoped the members, and the young missionaries, had heeded the call to prepare. Days before the storm it, his office had been sending out warnings to the 21 mission presidents in the Philippines, with maps regulary updating and charting the course of the typhoon. Prepare emergency kits, they had advised. And get to a safe place, which for many members meant a chapel. The area presidency had asked each of the mission presidents to call in when the storm subsided to report damages and the status of their missionaries. Elder Ardern watched the news as the sun began to rise over the Philippines and waited for the first phone call to come in. He braced for the worst."
"Sister Smith had always wanted to be a missionary, ever since she was a little girl growing up in Minnesota, toting her scriptures to Primary, learning to play hymns like "I am a Child of God" on the piano. She'd put in her mission papers as soon as turned 19. She had been excited to go to the Philippines. But in some ways, she seemed too delicate for this place, with her long, willowy build and fine porcelain skin. The Philippines wasn't exactly clean, and some things had taken getting used to--rice for every meal, the choking smell of exhaust on the clogged streets, cold showers from a bucket. She had also fallen in love with the place--the sweet smell of mangos, the effervescence of the people, they way the language of Waray-Waray had started to roll of the tongue. One day she sat down on a stool to teach a lesson in a dirt-floor shack and out of nowhere three fuzzy chicks materialized and walked around her legs, the way birds landed on Cinderella's shoulder, and she thought: What is this magical place? She had been out five months, her latest area called San Jose, where some of Tacloban's richest and porrest residents live, some in nice apartments, others in shacks of bamboo and cardboard, a tarp stained by the smoke of cooking firest the only passing for a roof, roosters and stray dogs running at their feet. San Jose sists right on the sea, and so a few days before the storm, just to be safe, the mission president's assistants asked her and her companion to come farther inland, which is where she was now, with nine other sister missionaries, in a house quickly filling with a black, mucky water. As the storm worsened, she could feel the house shaking, metal poles outside snapping, animals howling and squealing. At first, the sisters had all gathered in one central room on the second floor, thinking it the safest place in the house. But the water was now rising to their knees. Metal bars covered every window, preventing an escape outside. With no other choice they would have to go to the first floor, where the water nearly reached the ceiling, and try to open the front door to get out. They know the current could pull them out into the ocean, but if they stayed where they were now, they would drown in what had essentially become a box of cement walls. One by one the sisters slipped into the freezing water on the first floor. A few couldn't swim; they held tight to their companions. Some of the women started to cry. Sister Smith was scare dtoo, but she was deteremined not to let it show. She wanted to stay calm for the others. The front door was locked with a metal latch on the bottom and the top. One of the sisters dived under the water and unlocked the bottom latch; another reached the top and did the same. But when they tried to open the door it wouldn't budge. The water pressing from the outside and inside had sealed it shut. What had been ebbing as a low level panic reached hysteria for some of the sisters, who began weeping and sobbing. Sister Smith could feel the panic rising in her chest too, but she had to stay calm. With a few of the other sisters who had become leaders of the group, she started to sing hymns, their voices muted by the stinky water rising to their chins. They quoted scripture. They prayed. Sister Smith put on a brave face, not daring to say aloud what she was thinking: "I never thought this is where my life would end."
"As the storm subsided, the phone in Elder Ardern's office started to ring. One by one, the presidents of the 21 missions in the Philippines called in, reporting that all their missionaries were safe and accounted for. Except for one. The president from the Tacloban mission never called. As Elder Ardern waited, the phone rang. Parents from Idaho and Texas called in, frantic for news of their children. The wives of the area presidency took most of the calls, assuring parents that as soon as they had word they'd let them know the status of their missionary children. More than 24 hours passed and the area presidency still hadn't heard any word on the status of the 204 Tacloban missionaries. Elder Ardern was pacing when an email finally came in from the mission president. The 38 missionaries in the city of Tacloban were safe. He had negotiated with local government officials to send an email on the only functioning Internet portal in town. As soon as he found the rest of his missionaries he'd be in touch, he promised. Call service was still impossible, and would be for days, if not weeks. Elder Ardern was relieved, but aslo worried about the rest of the mission. The area presidency dispatched every church employee in Cebu and Manila--security and building maintenance and church welfare and others-- to go to Tacloban to search for memebers. They would travel the six hours from Cebu to Tacloban to count survivors, return to Cebu to find a working phone or Internet connection to make a report to church headquarters in Manila, and then head back out in to the wreckage to find more survivors and help. In one Mormon congregation alone, 95 percent of the members saw their homes destroyed. Scores had lost family memebers, many carried out to sea with the current, never to return."
"The sister missionaires worked together. Sister Schaap punched a hole through an opening in a flimsy wall, and the groung o 10 swan through the murky water that would soon carry their journals and clothes and pots and pans out to sea. Those who couldn't swim clung tightly to their companions. The sisters used the rope to reach a nearby roof. Sister Smith stood on the rain gutter, the other nine sister missionaries shivering beside her, the rain still coming down in sheets. Hours had passed since the beginning of the storm, and yet the sky about Tacloban was still gray, shrouded by fog. Sister Smith said thoughts of dying left her mind. But some of the sisters appeared pale and their bodies were shaking. The water was still rising and they feared it would engulf them. One of the sisters suggested they pray. They huddled closely together, bowed their heads, and with the rain dripping down their chins, asked God to make the water stop. And then, in what Sister Smith could only describe as the greatest miracle of her life, the sea stopped rising."
"By the time Elder Ardern arrived in Tacloban four days after the storm, the water had receded, leaving a putrid scene of destruction in its wake. Bloated bodies lay exposed on the sides of the road, some covered by a blanket, or rusty corrugated roofing, orthers by a moldy piece of cardboard. The stench was sickening. At one point, the city had tried to conduct a mass burial for 200, but had turned its trucks around when they heard gunfire. The city had descended into chaos and lawlessness. Survivors of the typhoon had broken into stores that hadn't been flattened to steal televisions and toys, food, even light fixtures, despite the fact that there was no electricity. Hours after the storm, the president's two assistants had made it to the house where the sisters had been staying. The house was destroyed by they had to kick through the door to get inside. When they found no one, they feared the worse, a sense that only heightened when a neighbor told them they'd seen four sisters leaving for a nearby elementary school. "There were supposed to be 10" one of the elders said. They found all 10 at a nearby elementary school, and soon learned the story of the escape from the house and the hours spent on the roof, praying for someone to find them.With the sisters now accounted for, the assistants and other missionaries assigned to the mission office fanned out through the city, trying to find the rest of their mission force. A dense cloud cover prevented even satellite phones from working, meaning the missionaries had no way to communicate with missionaries serving in outlying areas. But these missionaries, they said guided by the spirit and survival instincts, made their way to the mission home. Some walked for four hours. Others hitched a ride on a motorcylce, relyin on the kindness of strangers unsure how to feed their own children. Once group of missionaries cobbled togethere more than a thousand dollars and made their way to Tacloban by boat. All 204 missionaires were now accounted for. The two assistants to the president, one from Dallas and the other from Fiji, stayed with the 10 sisters and others at the mission home, supporting each other, especially at night when gunshots rang out. With their own food running low, the assistants, under the direction of their mission president, decided they had to make their way to the airport. So before dawn, four days after the storm but again in pouring rain, they headed out with their flashlights pointing the way through the darkness."
"It was the hardest thing," said one of the assitants. "People had gotten so hungry that they had begun to attack each other. The worst part was the smell, the stench of death."
"Some sisters, their feet blistered, could barely walk. The looting had become more severe, and the missionaries had heard rumors that prisoners at the jail, wich had lost its electricity and its guards, had simply walked out. The assistants stood at the front and back of the long line of missionaries--dozens and dozens--as they made the long march to the airport. As they walked, Elder Ardern tried to arrange a flight out. He had booked flights to Manila, but thousands of other survivors and mobbed the Tacloban airport. The ticket agent told him if he wanted a flight out, he'd have to pay more to get his 204 missionaires to safety. As Elder Ardern tried other options, the missionaries milled about what was left of the airport terminal, its walls blasted out by the gale force winds of the storm. And then, a final miracle.
An army sergeant with a c-130 airplance, assigned by the US government to fly American sout of the disaster area, siad he had a feeling he should walk through the terminal one more time. As he did, he saw out of the corner of his eye what looked like the nametag of a Mormon missionary. The sergeant, a Mormon himself, asked if the missionary was American. When he said he was, the sergeant told him he could arrange flights out for all the American snad foreigners in his C-130. Before the day had ended, many of the missionaries Elder Ardern had come for were flying out of Tacloban. By week's end, all of the missionaries in the area would be evacuated to Manila, where they would await a new assignment in other missions in the Philippines."
While I read this, I was reminded about when Christ died and it was dark in the Americas had there were floods and earthquakes and all sort of natural disasters. Those who believed prayed and prayed and our Heavenly Father heard them and comforted them. Unfortunately trials and natural disasters are part of our earthly existance and yet, the Lord gives a comfort and even miracles to show us that he is really there and loves us!!

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

My Lifesaver, Kaela

My friend Kaela totally saved me this week! My machine is still being repaired which is longer than expected after the dog/sewing machine incident that resulted in having to fix it, I needed a machine to get a couple of orders out. I didn't expect it to be a big deal since my machine was supposed to be done by the end of last week. But I had two orders that had to go out today. Thankfully, Kaela saved me by letting me borrow her machine! I was able to get both orders done and a major melt down was averted! I'm so blessed to have such amazing friends in my life!

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Time out for Women

This weekend we got to go with mom to Time out for Women in Salt Lake. This was the first one they broadcast and the largest (8,000) audience present. Friday we headed out of the valley and picked up Kenna in Ogden. Then we stopped at an outlet BDO which was pretty awesome. Then we went to Red Robin for lunch, which is our favorite!

We went and stood in line for good seats and getting through the crowd stressed me out! Friday night we heard from Sherri Dew, Teryll & Fiona Given, Hudson Lights and Ann Romney. Ann was my favorite part of Friday. We stayed at a hotel nearby so sleep wasn't awesome...






Saturday we were up bright and early again and back at the Maverik center. We heard from Hillary Weeks,
Sandra Turley, Mary Ellen Edmunds, and Michael Wilcox before lunch. We didn't want to deal with the crazy women and parking lot, so we just had the super greasy, expensive food at the Maverik center. After lunch they did the drawings and we heard from Jennifer Brinkerhoff Platt and Laurel Christensen Day. Saturday was my favorite day of the event! Then afterward we headed back home and got home around 7, completely exhausted!

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Christmas Craft

Here is the Christmas craft I made this year. We will see if I do anything else, I would really like to make a table runner, we will just have to see how things play out!

It has been a pretty good week for me. Sunday I had a set back health-wise, but I was able to make it through church! I was worried about that. On Sunday, our dog did knock my sewing machine off the kitchen table....grrr. I managed to get through the tree skirt that was ordered and was planning on taking it in to be fixed on Tuesday. Well Monday before I fell asleep, I got a HUGE order! 2 blankets and 8 burp cloths. So I ended up doing those Tuesday night and took it in yesterday. I'm really hoping it can easily be fixed and to have my machine back soon. It has kind of become an extension of my body! 
Tuesday I got to go to lunch with Mom, Carson, Kaela and her two younger kids. It was so great to just have some girl time and a great lunch at Paradise Cafe. I just LOVE Kaela and her family! We need to get together more often! I also got to go visiting teaching on Tuesday night. When I got there, she wasn't home yet and her husband seemed a little bit stressed since he needed to be at young men's, but was waiting for her to get home to look after their sweet 1 month old baby girl. I offered to watch her and wait. He seemed so surprised and so did she when she got home! :) Her sweet girl is just a doll! It was so fun to catch up and visit. I am so blessed to be able to call Sierra my friend! 
Tomorrow Mom, Chelsea, Kenna, and me will be going to Salt Lake for Time out for Women. It will be a fun girls weekend!
I just had to share. Carson loves to wear my hats! This one is a favorite and although he didn't want me to take a picture of him wearing it, I managed to catch this before he took it off. I also have a picture of my other "nephew", Dakota wearing this hat! 


Sunday, November 17, 2013

2013 in Review

So this is way earlier that I did this last year, but I was thinking about it, so here it is before it flies out of my head. It could also be that I am grateful for these things to, which would be perfect timing for Thanksgiving!
Looking back on things I did or that happened to me in 2013, I decided that there were quite a few things that weren't "hard" or "bad".
  • It was my shop's 2nd anniversary and the busiest year I have had so far!
  • My awesome nephew turned 1 and I got to make the cake for his party!
  • I taught Valiant 8 in primary and they became the primary pianist and played for my 1st primary program.
  • Sold my first items to New Zealand, England, and Russia
  • Attended my best friend, Heather's sealing
  • Attended Chelsea's family's sealing
  • Turned the big 25
  • Had to figure out how to reduce stress after getting really sick
  • Hosted my first Scentsy and Velata parties
  • Finished scanning all of Chelsea's growing up pictures
  • Took on more responsibility at Embroidery Central
  • Spoke in Sacrament Meeting and actually spoke for 10-15 minutes!
  • Sang a duet wit McKenna in our ward's Sacrament Meeting
  • Helped my friend make a blessing dress
  • Got a computer!
  • Cut my hair short
  • Got acrylic nails for the 1st time
  • Did way more custom orders like contoured changing pad covers, open front carseat covers, and strip/patchwork blankets
  • Started doing projects with ADORNit fabric
  • Got to take Carson trick-or-treating
  • The back window in my car shattered and I got to experience replacing that.
  • My IBS got out of control and I had to better learn how to manage it which meant new drugs and no caffeine, chocolate, and milk

Friday, November 15, 2013

Biopsy Results

I called the doctor yesterday to see if they had any results from my biopsies. They did. The biopsy they took from my stomach showed inflammation and so did the one from my esophagus. They think these are caused by reflux, which they believe is why I felt like I was having a hard time swallowing and just one of my body's reactions to stress. I've still not been able to discover what is causing my body to react to stress at this level, but it is completely possible it is just something ordinary and day to day life that is usually classified as a mild stress-er, but because my body is so sensitive, it is blowing it way out of proportion.
The doctor's suggestions, continue taking my medication and reducing stress. Then go back for a check up in the Spring and schedule an appointment if I have questions or I get bad or don't get better.

Looking Through Pictures

I was looking through some recent-ish pictures on my memory card and found some that I hadn't put up. For General Conference I sewed while I listened to the Saturday sessions and then mom and I met Chelsea and Carson at Sizzler for Girls' Night. He was so fun and good. He sat at the table with us on a booster and did so good to feed himself his macaroni with a fork! He was also quite the story-teller and was telling us over and over again about how his hand got stuck in the door earlier that day.
He would put out his hands and say "Door." "Uh-oh" "AWWWW", "Mommy" "Bye-Bye"
He was so animated and we were able to understand just what had happened.
 
 
After dinner we went over to Deseret Book, got our free gift for being among the first 100 people there and put our names in for the drawings. We did some shopping and then Carson and I visited other little kids and babies in the store. None of us won anything in the drawings this year, but it was still fun!

I got this nativity on sale at Toys R' Us for Carson to play with. He is so funny. The first while he played with it, all the members of the nativity got to take turns being on the stable. Now he sets up "Baby Jesus" with "Mommy" and "Daddy" and everyone else surrounds them, including his rubber duck. If he sets it up and forgets the duck he stares at it for a while and then starts looking for his duck!



He now knows a few of the characters as "mommy", "daddy", "baby Jesus", "angel", "hee-haw", "moo", and "mamel"

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Little Treasures

You know when you have a plan all figured out in your mind about what you are going to do in a day and what times, or even a week? Well my week has not gone according to "plan". Tuesday night Carson and I needed to run and get Chase from Sky View and take him to cross-fit. Carson and I walked down the driveway to my car, put his carseat in, then buckled Carson in his seat and shut the door. I then went and climbed in the driver seat and closed my door. When I closed my door, my back window {one on the lift back}shattered and spilled into my trunk. I sat there in shock thinking that maybe I was hallucinating and this really didn't happen. After all, Carson hadn't reacted. Then as reality hit, I wanted to just curl up in a ball and sob! REALLY?!?! I thought, I already owe mom $300 that she paid "down" for my endoscopy and those bills will be coming soon! If I didn't have the money for that, how did I have the money to replace that tinted, rear defrost window!?!! I called my dad for advice (mind you this is at 4:45 pm and everyone closes at 5). The whole time I was talking to my dad, Carson was in the back seat with a concerned voice saying "window" over and over again. We went to the high school to get Chase and while I waited for him, I called Hyundai, since I already had a service appointment scheduled for the following morning. They gave me a price of $470 plus labor and they didn't have it in stock. My insurance is a $500 deductible, so I decided to keep calling around. Connor came in the house to pick up Carson while I was on the phone with the insurance so he hung around and told me to call Techna Glass. I hadn't even heard of them. By now everyone is closed so I called them just hoping they were open, and they were!!! They had it in stock and it was $189 including labor! Still didn't change the fact that I didn't have the money, but it is way cheaper than the $500 deductible! They also could get me in first thing the next morning! I called Hyundai back and rescheduled my service appointment. I now have a new back window and my car is serviced. Thankfully the only thing that Hyundai found was that I had a light out. NO BIGGIE! 
Today when I got to work I only had about an hour of work and so I was just going to work for a little bit and go home to play with my sweet nephew and get some things done at home. Then tomorrow I was going to work for a few hours in the afternoon. But my co-captain's (Nyla) dear mother passed away last night and she headed out of town to handle that this morning. I ended up spending the whole day at work (with nothing to do) and will repeat this tomorrow and possibly Monday. Really not what I had in mind, but my stuff wasn't a big deal, and hers really was. My mom brightened my afternoon by sending me this picture with a note: "He found your hat after his nap!"
Another bright spot today: My relatively new vinyl decal for my CutesieBee shop was on the window that shattered. I loved it and needed to replace it. I emailed the girl from the Etsy shop where I got it and told her about the unfortunate incident in one sentence: My window shattered this week and I want to replace my decal. She wrote back that she had all of the information still and would create a custom listing. She also let me know that she was glad everything else and me were okay! How sweet is that, I have only ever ordered something from her online and this sweet lady in Florida was brightening my day! She brightened it even further by emailing me to tell me that she had set up a listing and that she had created a coupon for 20% for me to use to replace them. HOW AWESOME IS THAT!!! No where was it her fault, and she gave me a discount! :) People are so sweet! I just about wanted to cry!

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Another Health update

Right now my whole life is revolving around my health, so that is what is ending up on the blog. Last week I had another Endoscopy. The hope was to figure out why I was nauseous. Luckily things went smoothly. They put me all the way out this time, unlike last time where I was awake but sedated. He came in and said that he took biopsies so that he can rule out anything else that may be causing the nausea. We are waiting to hear results on them. He said that my system is HIGHLY sensitive. He believes the persistent nausea is due to anxiety and stress. He also thinks the upset in my IBS is also due to that. I'm trying to rearrange things in my life to better deal with stress and anxiety as well as do what I need to for my body to be okay. Honestly, being told that I need to decrease the stress and anxiety is only causing me to be more anxious and stressed trying to figure out what are my stresses and how to change things. I guess that is what I will have to deal with while I work through it. He added another medication and the hope is that I will be able to get off the anti-nausea medication. Don't know how long that is going to take though. For now I'm trying to juggle my jobs, family responsibilities and the things I love. I'm hoping to get things under control though. I really didn't think that my life was out of control in any way. From what I am understanding, since I'm so sensitive, something that causes a little anxiety or a little stress is causing my body to react as though something huge and tragic was taking place. I have mixed feelings about wanting the biopsies to reveal something or not and I'm a bit emotional this week. I just want to feel good and be able to live a normal life!

Thankful for My Family






I have been scanning more family pictures and last night while I was scanning, I was thinking about how grateful I am for my wonderful family. It keeps getting bigger and now includes Connor and Carson, and I love it! I hope it will just keep getting bigger and better!